I turned twenty six today and I am not proud of it at all. I know, I know you puritans out there would think you have whiner on hand. Well, lets get this clear, I am not a whiner. I am a nobody. A invisible man. Life deals us each a round, good or bad, I happened to scoff at all. Hence, I am here. Out of the game, waiting at the sidelines, helping people. When I could have been at the center field. I am irony personified. I thought people were foolish to run behind bits of paper to prove they were good, now those bits of paper have become my bane. LOL! What can you call irony if not this. Experience is all that one has if one does not achieve his or her goal. Looks like I am going to die with a shit load of experience which served me no good.........I am tired. I wish, I donot wake up tomorrow. Let this b'day wish come true...please!

I have an on and off relationship with blogspot. I have not written anything in ages. But then again what do you write when your head is filled with these amazing ideas, snippets which vanish like the morning mist at the first rays of a distraction. Its not that I have a writers block but by the time I get to writing something I have already forgotten what to write. Like right now, as I was on a line of thought the bloody mobile rings and I have forgotten what to write. Is this a early signs that I suffer from dementia ? May be I will get Alzheimer's or some kind of horrific degenerative brain disorder.

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They say the worst thing you can lose is your mind. I donot intend to lose it. Death before madness! I say! But then again if I do get it I might not remember to do something about it.

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Is there no peace from this bipolarity of life ? or does it expect in n-space ? .......
Dammit! What was thinking about ? I have forgotten again.

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